Saturday, October 3, 2009

[Me, me and me]

Haluuuu.. gals..

Uol nengok tak bl0gger b0y khamis lepas? Haha.. ai tergelak nengok kid..

Sangat kesian.. dah la student2 budi cari dia bila nak belajar ngorat aweks.. tapi dia sendiri tak pernah jatuh cinta.. kuikuikui..

Btw, can ai share something wift u gals “pasal one guy had a gf which he confuse to accept it or not?” (yg mana dulu gf dia bisex dan pernah ada sejarah ngan tomboy)

For me, ai think it is "acceptable" cuz like my close fwen said “past is past”. We should be glad if we find out now (ai mean earlier) rather than kita tahu bila dah setahun bersama. OMG.. **remind myself oso..** (ai believe everybody deserve a second chance. Aite?)

Ai guess kita lagi sakit hati kalau gf kita pergi kat perempuan lain. kan? (sila tanya nexus. Jgn tak tanya liq.. hehe!) dat time ai felt like “ai tak mampu nak puaskan hati ex gf ai, ai ni banyak kelemahan, x blh jd wife yg baik.. keep on blame myself..” end up? trimasey to incik liq, rite now ai jadi orang yg lebih matang dari sebelumnyer.

[dalam ati bertanya] Ape yg best sangat sampai my ex nak ai bermadu? Hot sangat ker smpi dia berubah hati? tetttt!!! tak hot ok? gelap. pendek dr ai.ok. ai pun lebih kurang.. tak hot. tak pandai completekan kehendak my ex. [bila pikir2 balik, den menyosal buang masa meroyan.. grrr..coz it wuz my 1st luv & ai a bit cetek ilmu.]

When ai think carefully, who is my enemy, then ai back off.. kawan sendiri kan.. [dah tau deyol tak kan kekal lama] after 1 & half yrs dia pun failed.. kuikuikui..

Gals, ai think less love / care less / power less could be the reason why relationship like dis is not long lasting.. kan? Ai belajar dari pengalaman.. huhu.. now ai believe the structure must be good.. the basic / foundation of love need to be solid. Ada sejuta rasa cinta pun, kalau sebelah tangan je yg menjaga, tak kan dapat kekal lama...

Owh ya.. as ai’m writing this entry nih.. ai’m satisfy with my life.. have a great buddy.. good foods.. and not worrying bout liq anymore. gahhh! Still have some moar to list down ere.. [but who cares?!]

[ai’m thinking of] Maybe ai should do some moar sexercise and things that could spice up my relationship..

Gals, Do u hv any idea?


Gym together.. check! Vacation.. check! Entertainment.. check! Sex life.. double check! Hahaha.. semua ok..

Wud next? Ai rasa “sakit putus cinta tu lebih best dari tak pernah rasa jatuh cinta” sebab pengalaman ni tlah mematangkan nexus.

Finally ai feel da pain go away. Thanks to my bunny!


Gud Nite Everyone! Tata..




imagine liq mcm ni.. pitam ai :P

notakukukakiku : bunny, the guitar(senget muvie) is ready for us!

3 comments:

Pencari Hati said...

bak kata u..
past is past..
kalo xdapat nak terima nak wat camnerkan..

nexus_fms said...

kalo tak dapat terima.. bye bye la jawabnyer.. kuikuikui..

tak semua lelaki blh terima hakikat gf dia pernah jadi lez gurl.. unless dat gurl memang hawt, memang kendu.. ahaks..

ahhhh.. ape ada kisah kan ttg past life?

ppl change..

Pencari Hati said...

betul..betul..
tapi kan nak ungkit kisah lama pon xguna lah..
semua manusia ader zaman silam dye..:)